have you ever met that one person that changed your life completely? i have. :) my husband. my best friend. my companion. my lover. :)
david have a love that is unique. . . of course who doesn't think that the love they have for the spouse is different than anybody else, that's because we are all different. david oh david how do i explain him. . . when ppl meet him at first they think he's mature and and stuff. but in realaity, he's a total dork, and a goofball, and a huge nerd. lol. but i love him for it.i love the way he laughs, the way he makes me smile, the way he can make a horrible, awful day and make it better just by holding me and telling me he loves me and how happy he is that he married me.
my husband is a soldier in the United States Army, and i am one damn proud army wife! lol. even though with recruiting the hours are crazy, and there is separation and ridiculous trips but i do get to go with him on those! also for those on the line and not recruiting duty there are those dreaded deployments. i heard a quote once, "God made the strongest of women and paired them with soldiers." its a true story. being a soldiers wife or any military wife is a difficult job. between drama and washing and ironing uniforms, and the deployments and separation, and not knowing what's going on with our husbands, and being strong for the them is the hardest part, but we suck it up and drive on! :)
i have had the privilege to walk and meet some of the finest soldiers. i have also had the privilege to walk among the finest of wives of soldiers and talk with some amazing women.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
have you ever met that one person that changed your life completely? i have. :) my husband. my best friend. my companion. my lover. :)
david have a love that is unique. . . of course who doesn't think that the love they have for the spouse is different than anybody else, that's because we are all different. david oh david how do i explain him. . . when ppl meet him at first they think he's mature and and stuff. but in realaity, he's a total dork, and a goofball, and a huge nerd. lol. but i love him for it.i love the way he laughs, the way he makes me smile, the way he can make a horrible, awful day and make it better just by holding me and telling me he loves me and how happy he is that he married me.
my husband is a soldier in the United States Army, and i am one damn proud army wife! lol. even though with recruiting the hours are crazy, and there is separation and ridiculous trips but i do get to go with him on those! also for those on the line and not recruiting duty there are those dreaded deployments. i heard a quote once, "God made the strongest of women and paired them with soldiers." its a true story. being a soldiers wife or any military wife is a difficult job. between drama and washing and ironing uniforms, and the deployments and separation, and not knowing what's going on with our husbands, and being strong for the them is the hardest part, but we suck it up and drive on! :)
i have had the privilege to walk and meet some of the finest soldiers. i have also had the privilege to walk among the finest of wives of soldiers and talk with some amazing women.
david have a love that is unique. . . of course who doesn't think that the love they have for the spouse is different than anybody else, that's because we are all different. david oh david how do i explain him. . . when ppl meet him at first they think he's mature and and stuff. but in realaity, he's a total dork, and a goofball, and a huge nerd. lol. but i love him for it.i love the way he laughs, the way he makes me smile, the way he can make a horrible, awful day and make it better just by holding me and telling me he loves me and how happy he is that he married me.
my husband is a soldier in the United States Army, and i am one damn proud army wife! lol. even though with recruiting the hours are crazy, and there is separation and ridiculous trips but i do get to go with him on those! also for those on the line and not recruiting duty there are those dreaded deployments. i heard a quote once, "God made the strongest of women and paired them with soldiers." its a true story. being a soldiers wife or any military wife is a difficult job. between drama and washing and ironing uniforms, and the deployments and separation, and not knowing what's going on with our husbands, and being strong for the them is the hardest part, but we suck it up and drive on! :)
i have had the privilege to walk and meet some of the finest soldiers. i have also had the privilege to walk among the finest of wives of soldiers and talk with some amazing women.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
6 Months Later. :)
david and i have been married for a little over 6 months now. :) what an interesting road it has been. :) lets start by going back a year ago, May 2010, i had just started my new job with DIRECTV. what an adventure that was... lets just say i'm glad that adventure is OVER! David is still in the Army and going strong. :) Being an Army wife has its ups and downs, from the long demanding hours, to ignorant people, to gossip, and the list goes on, but we make it work. :) being an Army wife to me is privilege and an honor to walk among some of the greatest of heroes. :) not everybody is cut out to be a military wife, but those who are the strongest of women. being in the military you develop special bonds with people. we become a family. no matter if we bicker and fight and don't like each other, when it comes down to it, every family is there for another. as a military wife most of your friends become other military wives, but its nice to take a break from it all and hang out with non military friends. :) anyways enough with all the military talk...
david and i have had quite a personal adventure... we went through some rough times pro. we want to start our own family, we had been talking about it since before we got married, but after we were engaged. lol. about 3 months after we got married we were expecting, not everybody was supportive of this choice we had made, everybody kept telling me that something would happen and it might not work out. it was like they were wishing upon us to lose the baby. well anyways january 19, 2011 we found out i was pregnant, at about 4-5 weeks. david and i were so excited!
on january 24, 2011 i experienced major bleeding, i went to the emergency room where they ran a bunch of tests on me, and came to the conclusion that we had lost the baby. i was devastated. i felt like i was being punished. i felt inadequate. i felt like i had failed. i felt like some people had gotten their wish. i fell into a mass depression. i didnt leave my house for 2 months. i got anxiety attacks when i went out into public. when i saw other people with babies, i cried. when i saw unfit parents david had to control me because i was so angry that i wanted to punch the parents in the face. i didn't think it was fair that they could have children and i couldnt. i can't stand to watch tv shows that have abortions in them.
i still don't understand why i lost my baby. i thought i did everything right. david and i did our abstinence to purify ourselves, got married, and then tried to make our family. is it better to live in sin and try to make a family that way because that's how it seems its to be done now days. i'm still working through my issues with losing our baby. i'm still pretty angry off and on about things, i still get depressed about somethings with the baby.
even though we lost our baby, we named it Nevaeh. which is heaven spelled backwards. Nevaeh is a girl's name, but it is a fitting name. i have an angel baby. i am a mother to an angel. someday i will hopefully meet him or her, and whomever it is, they are in heaven now.
david and i are still continuing to try to start our family. we did get an addition to our family, Sadie, she is my pride and joy. my yellow lab puppy. :) Sadie saved me. she gave me something to look forward to. to love. be a mom to something. she is my baby.
david and i would appreciate all the prayers and support we could get to help us start our family. we need support and optimism we can get. if you are not supportive or optimistic about us starting our family, i personally want NOTHING to do with you. no offense. but i am NOT going to deal with that crap because its our lives and we will do what we want.
david and i have had quite a personal adventure... we went through some rough times pro. we want to start our own family, we had been talking about it since before we got married, but after we were engaged. lol. about 3 months after we got married we were expecting, not everybody was supportive of this choice we had made, everybody kept telling me that something would happen and it might not work out. it was like they were wishing upon us to lose the baby. well anyways january 19, 2011 we found out i was pregnant, at about 4-5 weeks. david and i were so excited!
on january 24, 2011 i experienced major bleeding, i went to the emergency room where they ran a bunch of tests on me, and came to the conclusion that we had lost the baby. i was devastated. i felt like i was being punished. i felt inadequate. i felt like i had failed. i felt like some people had gotten their wish. i fell into a mass depression. i didnt leave my house for 2 months. i got anxiety attacks when i went out into public. when i saw other people with babies, i cried. when i saw unfit parents david had to control me because i was so angry that i wanted to punch the parents in the face. i didn't think it was fair that they could have children and i couldnt. i can't stand to watch tv shows that have abortions in them.
i still don't understand why i lost my baby. i thought i did everything right. david and i did our abstinence to purify ourselves, got married, and then tried to make our family. is it better to live in sin and try to make a family that way because that's how it seems its to be done now days. i'm still working through my issues with losing our baby. i'm still pretty angry off and on about things, i still get depressed about somethings with the baby.
even though we lost our baby, we named it Nevaeh. which is heaven spelled backwards. Nevaeh is a girl's name, but it is a fitting name. i have an angel baby. i am a mother to an angel. someday i will hopefully meet him or her, and whomever it is, they are in heaven now.
david and i are still continuing to try to start our family. we did get an addition to our family, Sadie, she is my pride and joy. my yellow lab puppy. :) Sadie saved me. she gave me something to look forward to. to love. be a mom to something. she is my baby.
david and i would appreciate all the prayers and support we could get to help us start our family. we need support and optimism we can get. if you are not supportive or optimistic about us starting our family, i personally want NOTHING to do with you. no offense. but i am NOT going to deal with that crap because its our lives and we will do what we want.
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