Sunday, January 23, 2011

Reasons Why I Love My Husband. :)

i wrote this to my husband a while ago... :)

Reasons Why I Love You, Love of My life, David Michael Biehl,
1. I love the way you know how to make me smile no matter where you are.
2. I love the way you look at me with such love in your eyes.
3. I love the way you look at me when you tell me you love me.
4. I love the way your voice sounds when you tell me you love me.
5. I love when you kiss my forehead, so soft and gentle with such love.
6. I love the way our bodies fit so well together when we cuddle.
7. I love how when you hold me you cradle me with such love.
8. I love the way you watch me, when you think I’m not looking.
9. I love sitting on the kitchen counter talking to you, holding you.
10. I love talking about our days in our bed as we wind down to go to sleep.
11. I love the way you take care of me when I am sick.
12. I love how we can be together most of the time and not get tired of each other.
13. I love our spontaneous dates, going to the movies, and dinner.
14. I love calling you MINE.
15. I love that you never judge me.
16. I love how romantic you can be.
17. I love how we balance each other out.
18. I love how I see us growing old together.
19. I love how we have our future kids names picked out.
20. I love when you tell me you think I will be a good mom.
21. I love how supportive you are of me.
22. I love when you make me mad, you make it all better and I can’t be mad at you.
23. I love the way you hold me when I cry.
24. I love the way our hands interlace so perfectly together.
25. I love that you love me for who I am.
26. I love that you have taught me new things.
27. I love how patient you are with me.
28. I love how forgiving you are with me.
29. I love the way don’t try to change me.
30. I love how we can do anything together.
31. I love knowing that you will be an awesome father to our children.
32. I love knowing you want kids as much as I do.
33. I love knowing you are the one.
34. I love the vibe you give off when we are together.
35. I love seeing how happy you are when we are together.
36. I love seeing that sparkle in your eyes when you look at me.
37. I love how happy we are when we are together and the sparks between us are electrifying.
38. I love how comfortable we are with each other.
39. I love that your family is so accepting.
40. I love that my family likes you!
41. I love laying in bed with you late at night.
42. I love how you hold me before you fall asleep.
43. I love falling asleep next to you.
44. I love waking up next to you.
45. I love going on random ARMY trips with you.
46. I love when you kiss me before going to work and telling me you love me.
47. I love laying in bed with you all day long, just because.
48. I love how happy I am when I am with you.
49. I love that after weeks of being apart your arms still feel like home.
50. I love that no matter where you are, or how far away that you are, that you are always thinking of me and how much you love me.
51. I love the way you look at me when I am sleeping.
52. I love the way you play with my hair.
53. I love the way you push my hair out of my face, and tuck it behind my ear, and tell me I’m beautiful.
54. I love that I could go on and on for hours on end about how much I love you.
55. I love that you tell me I’m beautiful if I look like crap.
56. I love that when I’m on my period and my cramps hurt me terribly, you pull me into your lap and cradle me and rock me back and forth.
57. I love that when I have a bad dream you are always there to hold me and make me feel safe again.
58. I love that you like to fulfill my dreams/fantasies.
59. I love that no matter what you will always be my O’hana. (family)
60. I love that with you I have an o’hana.
61. I love that I can be safe and not worry I’m going to lose my o’hana.
62. I love that you say the perfect thing at the perfect time to make things okay again.
63. I love the way you tell me I’m hot especially when I don’t feel like it.
64. I love that you worry about me, and actually care about me.
65. I love that you miss me when you are gone.
66. I love when you call me your baby.
67. I love when you call me babe.
68. I love the text you sent me, “you will never be alone or be afraid of being alone as long as you are with me I will keep you safe forever”
69. I love the text you sent me about o’hana; “u have me I have u we are a family u don’t have to cry any more u r safe”
70. I love the text you sent me during the second month that we were dating, “I love you with all my heart and I didn’t think I could give it away again but I did to u and I’m so happy I did”
71. I love when we laugh together.
72. I love your smile.
73. I love your eyes.
74. I love your lips.
75. I love your kiss.
76. I love your touch.
77. I love the way you smell.
78. I love your cute lil butt.
79. I love your job. (The Army is my husband’s mistress and sometimes that bitch gets all the attention. Lol )
80. I love the way you look in your uniform. (its HOT!)
81. I love that I trust you 100%.
82. I love when you come home from morning PT and you crawl in bed with me and cuddle.
83. I love riding on your motorcycle with you.
84. I love going camping with you.
85. I love going fishing with you, even though I’m not good at it.
86. I love going shooting with you.
87. I love that sometimes you watch my “gay” shows.
88. I love our deep and sometimes random conversations.
89. I love that you have helped me with a lot of issues from my past.
90. I love how giving you are.
91. I love how loving you are.
92. I love how protective you are.
93. I love feeling your body next to mine when I go to sleep.
94. I love dreaming about you.
95. I love thinking about you, and it putting a smile on my face.
96. I love that you provide for me.
97. I love when you cook.
98. I love how you are trying to make all our dreams come true.
99. I love you for being you.
100. I love you David Michael Biehl.

Married Life

Married life has had its ups and downs, David and I have been married since October 22, 2010. It will be 4 months tomorrow. WOW. That's it? It seems that we've been married a lot longer than that... Maybe its because we lived together for almost 2 years, the only plus side of being married is nobody will tell you are living in the wrong, because you're not. They'll only make you feel like shit for things you decided to do in your life, because they want a say in everything, but its not up to them. Its ultimately your life. I can't believe David and I have been together for so long, its been an interesting and fun ride.

Right now we are going through a down time, my car has passed on to car heaven, or so i think, but its time for the Ke$ha mobile to have a proper burial as my mechanic would say. We are also going through a good time so its a little bittersweet. Our relationship has grown and blossomed into something great. Yeah, we may squabble and fight, but all in all, its been great. :)